Throughout our childhood we learn benevolence, that violence leads nowhere, and to help those in need.
These are the values our society has chosen, above all others, to instill in our children.
I know that I did, and I did my best to lead by example.
Having studied Immunobiology, I often traveled the world, and always made a point of presenting seminars to the local medical community about safe and inexpensive treatments for various autoimmune diseases such as Crohn's Disease and Multiple Sclerosis. Most "third world" countries don't even treat these diseases, and if they do it tends to be with steroids, or superficially with some sort of symptomatic relief. These treatments are inadequate, usually dangerous, and do little to stop the disease process itself in the long run.
Overwhelmingly I've found the bulk of physicians in poor countries overseas surprisingly well read, well educated, and very competent, but simply lacking resources.
I would lecture, or talk to physicians one on one, about the potential of anti-opiate (opiate blocking) treatments for some autoimmune illnesses. The treatment is often effective, is very safe, and costs perhaps 5 cents per dose. It may very well turn out that most healthy Americans over the age of perhaps 40 could benefit from this regimen, but that's a little premature right now.
I've also been finishing up a book that I believe is sorely needed, and the others that contributed some of their work to the book apparently agree. It is in the final edit after many years of surprisingly hard work. I'm not here to sell it, but rather show you a snapshot of my life.
I am a sworn pacifist.
Because this is what I do with my life, I lost contact with my son. To send him an e-mail would land me in jail or prison for 90 days to over a year.
Though I did research, and lived to promote better treatments for the poor, I was ruled "underemployed."
Writing a book?
"Underemployed"
A pacifist?
It turns out that my ex-wife was violent, very violent, and chronically violent.
It was ruled that I was responsible for my ex-wife's decades of violence.
I was responsible for her violence against police, against boyfriends after we were long diverse, violence against her family and other before we even met.
"I'm going to kill <our son> and then myself" is what she had said once as she sat on the floor of our house with a large shard of glass against his neck. This is only one of many events. Did the court think that she had "outgrown" this behavior magically, without any treatment?
I previously had full legal and physical custody of my son because of her violence and binge drinking, and when the hearings were over I had lost all access.
That is why I am wherever I am when you read this.
Loosing my son to this type of inept logic killed me little by little each day.
My son and I got along wonderfully and there was mutual love and respect.
When I placed some videos on YouTube critical of these court decisions, I spent nearly a full year sentence in jail, no bail, no hearing, and no attorney, until the maximum sentence was nearly finished....if I had had a hearing and been sentenced.
It truly would have been far more merciful, far more compassionate, had the Thurston County Court system simply placed a bullet in the back of my head, rather than reach into my very soul and rip my heart out.
This loss of my son, this victimization of the victim, is killing me inside, and so long as this happens quietly in jail or at home, it would be fine with the courts.
It will not happen that way.
If it is to happen, it will be in broad daylight and out in the open.
I've spent years producing evidence for the courts believing that justice was right around the corner.
I've spent years begging for justice based on evidence.
The abuse by my ex-wife is only augmented by the court system's rulings, with both my son and I the victims of a huge "pile-on" of politically connected thugs.
After so many years I feel I have the right to publicly refuse to be found guilty of forcing anyone's violence, let alone a decade's worth.
To lose my son too?
This must stop.
This ruling by the court has lead to further abuse of my son. According to my ex-wife herself, she starved him for 2-3 days and insisted that our son be "locked up in isolation" when she thought that she may be arrested for assault recently.
Truly, what did the court really expect to happen from a woman that readily admits to most of her violent offenses on the stand, and currently has two active warrants for her arrest that the court is fully aware of?
Without a doubt Commissioner Schaller and Court Investigator Judy Murray are responsible for Dawn’s latest abuse. This claim, surprisingly, does not come from me, but rather from my ex-wife herself. During the 6-8 hours full contact beating I endured, she repeatedly shouted “The family court and psychologist said that my violence is situational. It’s not my fault. It’s your (Nyles’) f*cking fault.” And so, with her perception that she had the court’s blessing, I was beaten severely for 6-8 hours,and, as described above, our son starved for several days.
You may read the other pages of this blog if you like, but at least now you know the core of why I am doing what I am doing. This violence must stop for both myself, and most especially, my son.
I love him as much as any father could possibly love a son.
I hope you will support me in this cause!
Nyles Bauer
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